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Anonymous asked: Dear ex boyfriend.
Dear ex boyfriend,
It is hard not to think about you. I still expect to see you come walking into work for no reason, but to say hello to me and tell me you are giving me a ride home. I still expect a random text in the morning just to make sure I heard from you first thing. Songs like Cruise by Florida Georgia Line just makes me remember car rides with you when you would sing that song to me (every time it would play on the radio). Country music in general makes me torn between smiling and heartache because you and my roommate are the reason I even listen to it now.
I miss the way you showed affection in such a subtle way in public and such a meaningful way when it was actually you and me. I want to be able to curl up with you and Boost again on the couch while you play a videogame or we watch TV. I want to ride in your car to hang out with your friends or to go to Roots.
You walked away from me, and honestly, I don’t fully understand why to this day. Everything was going fine I thought, but you said you couldn’t handle a girlfriend anymore. Friends say it is just because you wanted to be able to fool around with other girls, and I didn’t want to believe that. Hard not to now that I know you trie to sleep with one of your close friend’s girlfriends. I mean really…
I hope your job is going really well for you though, and I saw the new truck on facebook so I’m glad you were finally able to get a new vehicle even though I’ll miss your volvo if you don’t still have it. Are you still trying to get that motorcycle?
I hope Boost is doing well. He is such a sweetheart puppy. I miss walking into your house and him greeting me with so much excitement. Playing tug-o-war with him was always fun as well as trying to squeeze between you and him so that we could actually cuddle, even though he always found a way to be the one getting cuddled in the end.
How’s your dad? I know the last time I really said anything about him I was really mad about him making it so you couldn’t go to that country concert. I wanted you to be there with me so bad that I didn’t think about what I was saying. I know he isn’t the greatest, but he is still your dad. Are you still living with him or finally looking for a place of your own?
I miss you. A lot.
(and I think I love you)
Anonymous asked: Do you have any friends that you feel like you're losing because of changing interests, distance, lack of care, etc. (from you're perspective or theirs)?
I feel like I have lost touch with a few that I really don’t want to lose. I don’t feel that I have lost them yet, but it all depends on how things turn out at this point.
I am starting to make the effort (though being very bad at it) at getting back in touch with them and hanging out and everything.
It is a work in progress…that needs a lot of work from my end to successfully get this all going again.
Anonymous asked: To your anon request: I don't really know a terrible lot about you besides your wonderful personality and a few life things. I'm awful at communication, but I think of you often and I think of you fondly. I think you're really attractive, and I'm not quite sure how to tell you because you live so far away and it wouldn't matter anyways. Good night :)
Thank you anon. ^_^ this is incredibly sweet and made me really smile. Just tell me. No need to worry how with our distance. Just tell me. I won’t bite, I promise.
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Someone who can make me laugh.
Someone who understands that I don’t always want to be talking
and actually enjoy just listening every once in a while.
Someone who doesn’t always agree with me
but knows how to have a civil argument as well.
Someone that can get philosophical with me.
Someone that will sit and enjoy a cup of tea with me while talking about world problems
or curled up on the couch watching some random movie neither of us have heard of.
Someone who can actually enjoy doing nothing sometimes.
Someone that can get along with most animals.
Someone not afraid to try something new.
Someone that love to make spontaneous plans
but also actually likes knowing what they are doing most times.
Someone that sees more than just what is put in front of them.
Someone who is comfortable with who they are.
Someone that likes to be chivalrous.
Someone who isn’t offended when I want to pay sometimes.
Someone that accepts the extent of my nerdiness
but also loves my need to play sports and socialize.
Someone that will always be wanting to protect me
and understands why I worry.
Someone that just has moments of being a complete idiot
because acting their age was overbearing for that long.
Someone who doesn’t like doing things the expected way.
Someone who loves tattoos as much as me.
Someone who doesn’t understand the need for labels.
Someone that wants to travel to the ends of the world.
Someone that wants a family someday
but not like tomorrow.
Someone at my pace.
Someone to compliment me.
Someone to love.
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in a month and a half
so close but so far
school shall start again
to start the fourth year
will be quite a scare
so much to be expected
the year to be strong
so I’m not stuck here forever
to stick to my major
no changing my mind
because I’ve got to have it right
at least this time
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The little girl runs into the bathroom
her parents fighting again
she cant tell what they are saying
but there is screaming and shouting
she climbs in the tub
and curls into a ball
as they continue yelling
causing her to cry
until she hears a door slamming
from her dad saying goodbye
he’d be back in a few hours
or maybe not until tomorrow
but she can’t stand the suspense
as she watches her mom fall to pieces
waiting by the door for him to return
it’s the same old story
in the little girl’s world
She’s a teenage heartbreak
as she walks down the hall
to meet the boyfriend she has
that she knows won’t last long
since he has these little habits
that drive her insane
she’ll break up with him in a few days
because she isn’t ready for this
making up excuses as to why
she doesn’t want to date him anymore
as she feels bad for letting go
and telling him it is little things
that she has noticed this whole time
from the sloppy way he kisses
to the lack of social situations
that they actually go into to
though she is lying to his face
because she can’t stand to say
that she’s afraid of committing
and being like her parents
who never seem to get along now
and don’t seem to be in love
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