I want to be heard
22.female.bisexual. writer.reader.photo ninja.

Pennsylvania for now. Lancaster lady

Talk to me. I don't bite. (most of the time at least)

I put my heart on my sleeve through the words that I write on here. So read my soul and enjoy.

  • Is it weird that I want black hair? Not the color, just the coarse, curly, almost Afro look. I’m not saying it is easier to take care of, by no means. I just really love the way it looked and felt. Idk, I just want it. Oi

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    My activity spikes every Wednesday because of this post 

    always reblog on a wednesday, that’s the rule.

    On Wednesdays we reblog

    IT’S 1:07 AM

    IT’S WEDNESDAY

    (Source: merlinstahp, via quietpoet)

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  • When innocence dies

    You were once lovely
    I was one naive
    The rest is really easy
    To conceive
    As you soon your words
    Roping me in
    Too bad I was blind
    To what was within
    So when you left
    Leaving me only scars
    A true darkness cane in
    Blocking it the stars
    Until I could build myself up
    I was left to crawl
    For you broke my heart
    So I could no longer stand tall

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  • Shading and lines done. Now to heal and go back for color #tattooed #tattoo #freshink

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  • Matcha brownie. Mmmmm

  • Nature is a thing of magic and secrety
    As the destructive power is beautiful
    And the colors ever mesmerizing

    The true essence never caught in photos
    Only to be seen by the one to capture
    With its essence just understoodp

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  • Released

    Dealing with the pressure
    The blame
    The shouts

    Holding in the opinions
    Never fighting
    It just wanted out

    Now completely shut down
    No chances
    No excuses

    Free to make my decisions
    choosing what’s best
    Dealing with the rest

    Alone

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  • Celebrities give everything charity
    Buying houses for homeless
    And food for the starving

    Proud people admit to failing
    Acknowledge they were wrong
    Step down without a fight

    Politicians fulfill what they promise
    Make everything fair
    Fight for the country’s well being

    Con artists truly sell high quality for cheap
    Wanting the product to last you
    Knowing you’ll never need to come back

    But in this world that just won’t happen
    The need to support is lost with power
    With only a few sparks left understanding

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  • why.

    it was supposed to be this way
    this pain
    the loneliness
    those echoes
    avoidance of eye contact
    shuffling pass
    without looking up

    why did you have to burn the bridge
    when I was standing
    hand still outstretched
    in friendship
    and with love
    just a need to
    start over

    I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough
    without the roof
    being shared
    splitting bills
    piggybacking
    helping out
    surviving together

    why.

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  • I’ve Always Wondered who God’s God Is

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    HER is reading her book when HIM approaches

    HIM

    Hey

    HER

    Hi

    HIM

    What’s your name?

    HER

    Her.  And you?

    HIM

    Him.  How are you?

    HER

    I’m fine—I mean, don’t you think this is bullshit?

    HIM

    I’m sorry?

    HER

    This.  All of this.

    HIM

    Me coming up to you in Washington Square Park?

    HER

    Yeah, that, but I don’t know—just, everything.  Like don’t you feel like we keep on having the same conversation over and over

    HIM

    I only just met you

    HER

    I know, I don’t mean you and me, I mean everyone

    HIM

    I don’t know anything about everyone

    HER

    I mean every time, don’t you think? It’s like hey

    HIM

    Hey

    HER

    What’s your name? I’m

    HIM

    Him

    HER

    I’m Her, and how are you?

    HIM

    Good

    HER

    Good, fine, whatever, it’s like don’t you feel like we keep on wasting so much time saying things just because they’re the things that you’re supposed to say, like okay, like here’s the script, and here’s where you smile, and laugh, and ask for my number

    HIM

    It’s okay if you’re not interested

    HER

    I’m just not interested in all this bullshit

    HIM

    Yeah, okay, that’s cool

    HER

    Like a lot of the time I think people are too busy reciting to say what they actually mean, like I get that people are afraid,

    HIM

    For example?

    HER

    For example what?

    HIM

    For example, what do you actually mean?

    HER

    That’s not the point

    HIM

    That is the point

    HER

    Well what do you mean, if that’s such an easy question

    HIM

    I don’t know, I don’t think about meaning a lot of the time

    HER

    Well that’s fucked up

    HIM

    I think it’s pretty normal

    HER

    Normal is bullshit

    HIM

    Somebody has a favorite word

    HER

    Normal? 

    HIM

    Bullshit

    HER

    You think you’re smart

    HIM

    Sometimes, yeah.  Don’t you?

    HER

    Yes.  I do think so. 

    HIM

    So why don’t we try it?

    HER

    Try what?

    HIM

    Saying what we mean

    HER

    Okay.  You first.

    HIM

    Okay.  Wait, I’m gonna approach you again.

    HER

    Okay.  I’m reading my book. 

    HIM

    Hey

    HER

    You messed up.

    HIM

    Crap, okay.

    HER

    I’m reading my book. 

    HIM

    I think you’re beautiful.

    HER

    Thank you, oh shit—I mean—I’m actually really pretty insecure right now because there was a guy I was trying to make eye contact with a few minutes ago and he wasn’t going for it

    HIM

    Your insecurity gives me a sense of security because I know it means it’ll be easier to get into your pants

    HER

    I would like to have fantastic sex with you and then creep out of your bed and your apartment without ever telling you my name

    HIM

    I don’t actually expect any physical contact to come out of this encounter

    HER

    I haven’t slept with anybody for a year

    HIM

    You haven’t?

    HER

    No, I haven’t

    HIM

    You’re closing off

    HER

    So? 

    HIM

    So that’s the whole point of this.  Who was the last person you slept with?

    HER

    It doesn’t matter

    HIM

    Sure it does

    HER

    This is stupid

    HIM

    You’re a hypocrite

    HER

    His name was Jonathan

    HIM

    Jonathan?

    HER

    Yeah

    HIM

    Was?

    HER

    Yeah

    HIM

    What happened?

    HER

    This is so dumb.

    HIM

    I am feeling infinitely more attracted to you right now than I did when I first approached you

    HER

    It’s stupid that girls have to be the ones to play hard to get

    HIM

    Maybe they don’t

    HER

    Or easy to get, whatever.  It’s stupid that girls have to play to get.

    HIM

    What would you do if I kissed you right now?

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    There is something about this I love so I needed to share it.

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